♥ You'll never know the real me.

I miss Syimah.I miss Mama.I miss Baba.I miss the teases from Abg Yan.I miss him calling me B. I miss seeing his name appearing in my inbox.I miss hearing the song "Fall for You" when he calls.I miss his bike.I miss his kisses.I miss his hugs.I miss his smile.Most of all, i miss his love.
Im strong.Yes I am.Doing good trying to distract myself.Doing good hiding my feelings behind my smile.But i noe it wud take a long time for me to move on.And even if i do move on one day, i will not even try to fall in love again.Not until im 100% sure its him i want.I really cant imagine seeing him with someone else.I noe tis may sound selfish,bt i only want him for myself.haiz.
Ku… tak pernah merasa
Gundah di hatiku, Ketika denganmu
Saat kau, Kau belai rambutku
Kau temani aku, Kau basuh lukaku


Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku

Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau kutahu kutak dihatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau kutahu kau tak memilihku
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu

Sadarkah kini ku tak rela
Iman ku telah sirna
Mimpiku tak nyata

Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku

Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau kutahu kutak dihatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau kutahu kau tak memilihku
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu