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Eeee mcm irritating siak narie.Firstly,my fucking migraine is back! :S Then, i went online and found Fiq onlinee.I didnt wanna tegur bt he tegur-ed me.Talking to him ignited everything and i feeel soo awful.Suddenly it feels like we broke off yesterday.Today is the 21st.26 wud be a month after our brekupp and im still nt over him.haiz.He invited me over tomoro.And the first thing tt came to my mind is,mama and syima.I miss them soo much.But im scared to see him again. I kept telling myself its not worth it to wait for him.Afterall,he is alrdy dating someone else.:( Im just waiting for time to heal everything.:)
Why isit tt everytime im single, guys wud rush for me?I mean like seriusly,tis is nt sth to be proud of cause i hate it wen guys do tt.They like to rush.Telling me everything they feel bout me at an inappropriate timing,too clingy,plus irritating.urrgh.And even wen i alrdy tell them off,noone seems to be paying attention to me.Stupid fools.