♥ You'll never know the real me.

Dear blogger, Your the only one i can trust and express my feelings too.Noone wud believe me.Noone wud hear me out bout my family's belief. I dont wanna say much to the boyfie anymore cause it will lead to an argument.Yes, im hurt and angry at the same time hearing the words that came out from his mouth.I didnt expect him to say such a thing bout me or my family.Atmost, he could just listen and respect what i believe.But he didnt.He objected 100% of it.He made fun of it.Its a greeat disappointment to me.I shall have to just keep it to myself then whether i like it or not.Or express it here.There's nothing much i can do. :(
I can feel tt i've nt yet to trust him fully.Because of his actions tt made me soo suspicious.We girls have strng instincts.We noe wads gg on wen u hide things frm us.I noeee he is hiding sth bt i just dont have the evidence to blame.And now,it feels like shit.I just wanna noe his msn password and we can argue bout it.Haizz.I didnt ask for this.But wad wud i feel wen it feels like ur really hiding sth frm me? I've told u soo many times and even asked u bout it.There is nothing im hiding frm u.Even msges or calls tt come in, i let u noe.Even if its a guy.Im nt trying to control u or wad bt this kinda small thing is wad build the trust.Slowly.Bt if there is suspicions, hw do i trust u eventually? haiz.