♥ You'll never know the real me.

Yesterday was awesome tho my mood was super super down. Went out with bf family.Head to UT around 3pm. Left with the fam in the evening. All was there including his anak sedares and menantus.hehe. I had fun layaning the kids. First went to Esplanade.We went to the first plce boyfie brought me on our first date. :) Then to Marina Barrage.The kids enjoyed themselves in the water.I had to layan Nayla till i was drenched too. But i was drenched not because of her but because of abg yan.He asked Ila to splash water at me. -___- I talked to the kids all the way so that its nt obvious tt i wasnt in the mood. I dont even noe why i wasnt in the mood.The bad mood lasted till today.Colleagues all asked " why u soo quiet today?Emo eh?" -__- After Marina Barrage, we headed to East Coast to have our dinner.After dinner,baba sent me home. I had a great time.
Work lasted till 11pm today.Soo tiring.Pinggang mcm nk patah seii.Meeting the boyfie tomoro.Hee.
Well, altho sometimes he hurt me with his words, i still love him like crazy.Im gonna try to make this r/s last. :)
Hrmss, another feeling of mine that i think i need to let it out here. I heard stories from his brothers tt altho they are in a r/s, they are still seeing other girls etc.It makes me afraid a little coz im scared he wud be just like them.But i try to put the feelings away and trust him.Hope he dont betray my trust.
Tomoro's results! Oh shitt.Tho im confident i cud pass, but still im scared.Boooooo.:( Wish me luck babies.:)