♥ You'll never know the real me.

And im feeling really really insecure right now.I dont noe why. Or isit just me being paranoid bout everything?Its tt, i feel like im the one 'terhegeh2' pat dier wen he is just showing his heck care attitude towards me. I feel its soo hard to ajak him to msg.Sometimes he will just reply 3 or 4 then he wun repli. And we rarely talked on the phone.And wen we do it wud be like onie 5 mins.And he is not showing tt he is serius to be with me. Im afraid to trust him. I want to but im scared.haiz.And right now,he isnt even replying to my msg. :( He noes i dun like it wen i txt and he didnt repli.But why is he doing it? Wad is he soo bz about till he cnt even type a simple ok?I feel soo down.Really down right now.I dont even noe where exactly is he at.He says he's out with kenya.and is at bugis ard 9pm just now.Takkan skrg maseh kat bugis kan?kedai pon da ttp.Im nt even updated.Argghh.and i really dont noe wad to do tts why i came online to blog.i noe i cnt slp wen im feeling like this.bleaagh.suckos.
I called twice didnt answer.He called me back a few minutes later and say he's at Kenya's place.-___- And he told me to go to bed.Obviously,he doesnt noe wads wrng from the tone of my voice.Im trying to be strng here.Trying soo hard and trying to act against my ego.I feel like crying wen im gg thru this kinda situation.Fuck fuck fuck.
Well,im gonna heed someone's advice.Karma is always fair.