♥ You'll never know the real me.

Truth was revealed.How much longer are u gonna hide it from me? I hate it wen i had to hear it from the mouth of others.I was right afterall.I shouldnt even think of trying to believe in d first place coz it brings me nothing bt heartpain.haiz.I really dont understand wad u want from me.Im trying to understand ur character bt right now,do u even think bout wad im feeling and wad SHE is feeling?I dont noe wad problem u guys are having bt as a girl i noe hw SHE feels.and it is totally impossible to forget someone whom u have been with for 5 yrs.Put urself in my shoes boy.At times i feel like i shud really pull back and let u guys continue coz if its nt cause of me,u guys wud still be together.Im confused.I need the truth from u.I wanna hear from ur side.I cnt just judge thru one party.God,help me thru tis plz.