♥ You'll never know the real me.

I can't concentrate. I just can't.Im feeling soo miserable right now.In comp lab now. Was expecting him to be onlinee.haizz.Im feeling worst then ever. Can't decide on whats the next step tt im suppose to take.Cried bucketloads yesterday again. Wads happening? I cant believe tt u actually compared me to HER.It isnt fair.5yrs and few months is a huge diff.SHE may noe u waaaaaaaaaaaay better than me.U cant just put high hopes on me like that.And because of tt,ur perception towards me changed.I didnt want for this to happen.But how cud i even force u to develop back the feelings tt u once had for me?I can't.And right now,im brain dead.I dont noe wad to do to make things be better.The onie cure to my wound is U. For how long am i suppose to wait?Wad happens if one day ur gonna be the one who leaves me?Or shud i end everything now before it gets even worse?Shud i pretend tt there is no third party?Hw wud i act around u? Are we gonna meet just like how we meet?Im full of unanswered questions.

I miss you.I miss the laughs and smiles around u.I miss hearing u calling me dudu whenever i answer the phne.