♥ You'll never know the real me.

Im so fedup with what's happening in the house.Everything is soo unreasonable. and i hate the treatment.I hate home. :(
I dont noe why bt i cant.I cant continue seeing you.Eversince u told me u dnnoe hw long u can wait,everythings changed.I cn see now ur nt serius enuf.And ur attitude,i cant adapt to it.U got me irritated all the time.Im sory if i've been keeping u back all this while.But i still wanna be free.Im nt ready to be tied down right now.Im not saying ur the onie one at fault i am too and im sory.But no matter hw hard i tried to give it a chance,i cant.The feelings are just not there.So,be free aitee.:)

I agree that im enjoying life better than the last time.However,wudnt it be nice if i cud have a girlfriend to enjoy it with too?All these while,onie my sister was there to enjoy with me.Where is the girlfren whom i've been looking for?Why cant she just be there for me thru thick n thin?Sometimes,i pity myself.Isit my fault tt she didnt wanna stick with me?Isit my fault tt she enjoyed something else rather than spending time with me?Bleaaaagh.Im just soo pathetic i gez.