♥ You'll never know the real me.

My weekends were well spent.On Friday night,Cik Hanim called and we went to Goyoyo to have our as usual meal,chicken wing.hehe.Then Cik Hanim asked Ain to tag along tomoro coz she's going Johor.Then,otw home,Kak Nad asked me to tag along too and go to school from there.So,i said ok.Pack our stuffs and drove to Woodlands. Tt night,we played Monopoly girls and Pictionary.It was damn fun.Played until 2am.Ain went to bed but Kak Nad and I stayed till 4.30am.We talked.I told her bout my r/s prob. She told me lotsa stuff bout wad to do.Eventually,we dozed off.Woke up ard 10am the next morning.Abg Hafiz came over coz repairmen are coming to deliver and repair the tv. Played hedbanz with Kakfitria and in the end,i skipped school. Kak Nad couldnt send coz the car can onie be brought out after 3pm.Bleaggh.Followed Kaknad fetched her friend.Got back and ordered Kfc.Then,kaknad n kakfitria asked me to tag along coz they are going out.Agreed upon it.Around 7pm,we went out.A fren of theirs drove.Met Abg Hafiz and another two couples at Town.Ate at Puncak then headed off to Boat Quay.Settler's Cafe.Its really cool.We sat there and played games such as 'the big taboo' , 'firsthand' etc.Very kecohrable. Our session ended at 12.30 .Epul,one of kaknad's fren send me home.It was an interesting outing.Once in a lifetime.:)

Today,went to Ecp wit Alif n his classmates. He parked his bike at my house carpark and we went public instead. But he spoil my mood the moment we were in the bus to ecp. At first,wen he met me under the block,he told me tt my dressing is like a kid. Wen we were in the bus, wen his fren msged him,he actually told them tt he is with his adik sedare. I tot he was joking but no,throughout the whole day,his friends actually tot im his adik sedare. haizz.It hurts lor.
Tho his frens were funny and made me laugh,deep inside,im hurt.He totally spoil my mood.And the way he act towards me,make me feel like im a total stranger.
My head's in a total mess baby.And Ajan right now is having a bad time too. What i expected was true.After i told Ajan wad happened today,he was down. His existance has always brightened up my day.And i hope wad we had remains tis way.
P.s God,plz help me get thru this shit.
Dude.Dandy.