♥ You'll never know the real me.

Helooo loves.Sory for not updating yesterday.Was soo exhausted went to bed straightaway when i reached home.Anw,went studying at HQ wit Ling,Siti,Sri n Rachel. Studied till 6.30pm.Everyone was soo tired alredy.Siti even managed to doze off.hahaha.After HQ,went to have dinner at King Albert Macdonald. Oh,and i went to meet Alif. Met him under his place.Dont ask me why i meet him.He wanted to meet me so much. Planned to go watch Angels n Demons but West Mall cinema was soo packed.So ate dinner ate BK and didnt noe where to go. So,i planned to go ECP.I totally forget that it was Saturday.Wen we reached ECP,it was soo packed also.Road was jammed. AND,Alif got mad.hahahaha.He blamed me for being stupid coz today is Saturday and i wanted to go ECP instead.WTF lor.Tts his typical behaviour.So,he sent me home instead.But then,we chilled under the void deck awhile and he kept apologising.WADEVA siak. Tho i pretended tt i wasnt mad but then,deep down,i noe he havent change.Laugh out loud at the picture.hahahahaha.
And people,i find Alif super irritating sia now.He is damn paranoid right now.I dunnoe wads with him.He wasnt like this. I think he's really trying too hard right now which i think its kinda too late already. Well,he says he miss me all the time and i never replied lah.Den,he wants to meet me everyday.And wen he msged me and i didnt repli,he'll call.Wen i didnt answer,he'll call my home. And,today,wen i say im watching tv and i left my hp in the room,he actually asked for the title of the movie and wen i didnt manage to answer,he says im lying.Serius wtf? I dont noe lah.I think my feelings for him has slightly disappear.I think for now,the onie thing left is pity. I've yet to figure it out.I need time.