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Assignment due dates are coming nearer and nearer.Haissssh.
Feeling down.Okay not really down more to disappointed.Haish.I want to forget him.In fact,i wanna try to forget him.Coz i dont wanna be hurt again.But wen i tot things are going on fine,somethings just had to happen.Tts why i really dun wanna hope too much.Bt im not blaming anyone.I understand why it had to happen.Among all tt i happen to noe,he's the one whom i tot i cud trust n most probably rely on to take away the pain.Unfortunately,it doesnt happen tt way.I gez u just won't get all that u wanted.However,if things are going well for him,im happy.Ok,now i have to start from scratch.I'll just tell myself im overreacting ok.Cheer up Syaz.(:
Im a very confused lady now.If only things wud go on much much easier.I feel like breaking down but i swear i dunnoe why.Its such a small issue so why am i fussing over it?Damn Syaz stop being so childish.Hope i'll get over it.Take care people.
Oh,i just read my horoscope and it says "Things are building slowly in a new relationship, but make no mistake -- progress is being made. It's like that construction site you see each day. For months it's nothing but a pile of wood and a hole in the ground. Then suddenly, as if overnight, a building is standing there. Relationships can be like that. Right now there is only a barebones connection, but soon enough you will see how the two of you have the structure you need to create something unique and wonderful together." I dont noe wad it means but im sure not hoping for anything.