♥ You'll never know the real me.

Am i really ready to let him go?It was just to convince him tt i can go on life w/o him. Saying those goodbyes made me wanna weep.But i controlled them from spilling out.Time will heal.It will.I have faith in it.I shall continue my life and not look back.For its worthless to hope for sth tt is never ever gonna happen.Now,he convinced me tt he will never change to get me back.Just let time decide and heal everything. I cnt be bothered anymore to take action.Let my life have its way.I'll just occupy myself with school.I need not worry coz there are others out there who wud be willing to sacrifice their time for me.Continue with wad im doing now,and i'll be fine.(: Its normal to sometimes reminisce bout the past,the sweet memories of us but i wud onie allow myself to feel sad for awhile then i'll pull myself back together.And i was hoping someone wud come along and mend this broken heart of mine for i feel tt i aint gonna fall in love anymore. There will be someone but for how long?I wil just have to wait.Thanks for all the sweet memories.(:

Im still cracking my brain with this OTQM assignment.Well atleast i managed to get 3/4 of it done.yeeehaaa!Now,i dun feel like completing it.Haishh.We'll see how it goes. Things with Ajan are getting better.We are getting to noe each other more n more each day. Both are taking things slow being frens are just fine for now.hee. I will never make the mistake of jumping into relationships in just a short time.Let's just see how it goes aite. Take care babies.(: